There's a lot going on out there, Diabetes Blogosphere. I'm sure most of you have read it all by now. I know I have.
All this talk is just making me realize how much I love the word nomenclature.
When are we all going to realize that the only two types of diabetes are the "good kind" and the "bad kind", am I right?! If you think I'm actually right, then you have a lot to learn about diabetes, and you also have a lot to learn about my sense of humor. I suggest reading more of this blog.
It's been hard to keep up with everything. There's a lot of great points being made out there.
What's really been keeping me busy? Moving. Where am I moving to? Philadelphia proper, at least I think so. It's an exciting and terrifying process. I'm thrilled to try life in the city, I'm horrified because I'm not actually all that excited to pack up my house and go. It's been pretty much five years where we are now. I've been misty every other day for the past week or so because I realize I'm getting closer to the part where Phoenixville isn't going to be my home anymore. I've been panicking [in a pretty bad way, actually] about moving because we still have yet to nail down where we are moving to exactly. Matt and I have to be out in about a week, and we haven't signed a lease yet.
It's a weird transition for me right now. I can't wait to know where I'm going to be, and to have a new home (at least for the next year). It's been hard to find time to blog while I'm doing all this moving stuff: moving my house, moving forward in life, moving along with some new ideas.
And for all my nerves and worries about the downsizing I will probably be doing with my home, I'm excitedly scavenging the internet for small-space design ideas, and looking at the pages of various cat shelters because our new digs will hopefully be pet-friendly.
Thanks for sticking with me, d-blog pals! I can't wait to show you where I'm going next. I'll let you know...as soon as I know.
Over a decade of high levels of glucose and geekery.
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
All in a Twist
Seriously, how does this happen? What was my pump tubing doing all night? Must be quite the game of Twister you're playing there.
Thankfully it didn't stop insulin delivery.
If I ever wake up with it in a braid of some sort, I am going back to injections, because surely supernatural forces will be the ones governing my pump tubing. No human amount of wriggling could make that happen overnight.
Thankfully it didn't stop insulin delivery.
If I ever wake up with it in a braid of some sort, I am going back to injections, because surely supernatural forces will be the ones governing my pump tubing. No human amount of wriggling could make that happen overnight.
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| We are serious about soft pretzels here around Philly, but this is not the kind of soft pretzel I had in mind. |
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Self-Portrait Saturday: Faceless Fashion Edition
Bright tights, 80's inspired skirt and my favorite boots. Where was my pump? Honest answer? Cleavage. I'm not thinking that's going to appear in any future Self-Portrait Saturdays. I try to keep things at least semi-professional around here.
Friday, March 8, 2013
Can I put poetry in motion for PWDs?
So a couple of weeks ago I was honored to be featured on Kelly Writers' House Live, airing on Philadelphia's WXPN 88.5fm. I'd like to thank my friends at Apiary magazine for inviting me to appear, and I'd like to thank Michaela Majoun for her gracious hosting. Also a big thanks to the University of Pennsylvania for having such an awesome Writers' House and a great bunch of people in it, including Alex (I could have her name wrong) who was running the show.
It'll be archived online soon enough, and I'll let you all know where you can go listen once it's up.
But all this poetry stuff has me thinking--is there a way to combine writing with helping people with diabetes? Has anybody done writing workshops for PWDs? Do you think people would be interested? I am seriously contemplating how to facilitate this one; I think it could be a cool exercise in patient empowerment.
So much brainstorming right now about so many different subjects! This is merely one thing that's on my mind, but I figured a great thing to bring up among my diabetes community compadres.
Thoughts? Suggestions? Any takers? Maybe?
Have a great weekend, all.
It'll be archived online soon enough, and I'll let you all know where you can go listen once it's up.
But all this poetry stuff has me thinking--is there a way to combine writing with helping people with diabetes? Has anybody done writing workshops for PWDs? Do you think people would be interested? I am seriously contemplating how to facilitate this one; I think it could be a cool exercise in patient empowerment.
So much brainstorming right now about so many different subjects! This is merely one thing that's on my mind, but I figured a great thing to bring up among my diabetes community compadres.
Thoughts? Suggestions? Any takers? Maybe?
Have a great weekend, all.
Monday, February 25, 2013
Seriously, How Do People Do It?
This post is mostly crowdsourcing...for me, and for you!
I'm stressed out. I haven't been on my Dexcom in weeks because I feel like it's just one more thing to worry about. A large part of the stress is work, which also translates into work apathy. Another part of the stress is looking for a new place to live. Yup, we're planning on moving very soon. We want to be closer to Philadelphia than where we are now in the suburbs. This means rental-hunting and lots of considerations and list-making and deposit payments and--you get the point.
When you don't have a lot of time to relax, what do you do to unwind? Can you relax and be productive at the same time?
Right now, when I get home from work, I just want to veg out. However, in my vegetative "eat dinner and watch 2 hours' worth of Girls" state, I am still stressing because of all the work I'm not doing. Didn't put clean dishes away first. Could be cleaning the bathroom. Could be folding laundry while watching TV except the couch needs to be vacuumed because of all the crumbs left by the kid I babysat. I feel like I am full of excuses and zero motivation! This is why I turn to you, friends and readers.
Let's have a discussion about beating stress, because for me, it sends my blood sugars to the moon, and when I last checked, my BG has not undergone astronaut training.
I'm stressed out. I haven't been on my Dexcom in weeks because I feel like it's just one more thing to worry about. A large part of the stress is work, which also translates into work apathy. Another part of the stress is looking for a new place to live. Yup, we're planning on moving very soon. We want to be closer to Philadelphia than where we are now in the suburbs. This means rental-hunting and lots of considerations and list-making and deposit payments and--you get the point.
When you don't have a lot of time to relax, what do you do to unwind? Can you relax and be productive at the same time?
Right now, when I get home from work, I just want to veg out. However, in my vegetative "eat dinner and watch 2 hours' worth of Girls" state, I am still stressing because of all the work I'm not doing. Didn't put clean dishes away first. Could be cleaning the bathroom. Could be folding laundry while watching TV except the couch needs to be vacuumed because of all the crumbs left by the kid I babysat. I feel like I am full of excuses and zero motivation! This is why I turn to you, friends and readers.
Let's have a discussion about beating stress, because for me, it sends my blood sugars to the moon, and when I last checked, my BG has not undergone astronaut training.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Eye Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore
If you want to know the annual doctor's appointment that gnaws at my nerves the most, it's not the gynecologist. It's the eye doctor.
Coming in second or third to the stories most people will tell you about their family member who didn't take care of their diabetes and lost a foot are the stories of somebody's uncle/aunt/brother-in-law (etc) who went blind.
I never feel like I know what my eyes are doing there. Are they just sitting in my skull, happily doing their jobs? Is there more to it than that? Retinopathy, sounds like the most insidious of all diabetes complications. It just lurks in the backs of your eyeballs until your eye doctor discovers it. Sometimes I have a bad blood sugar day where my eyes refuse to focus properly. Near the end of a bout with what may have been the norovirus earlier this year (still not sure what illness it was exactly) paired with an infection, I became super photosensitive very suddenly. Light literally hurt my eyes when I got out of bed in the morning. I was terrified. What would the eye doctor find in three weeks?
Luckily, the photosensitivity faded with my illness and the completion of my antibiotics. It could have been a symptom or a side effect, not sure which.
Two days ago, I was at my annual eye checkup. I had a new doctor, who was a nice guy in his mid-40s. He checked my vision, and while I need to change my prescription slightly, he encouraged me that I was looking great. Even with my ridiculous nearsightedness that I've had since kindergarten, I can still be corrected to 20/20 vision. There are new glasses in my future. I'm excited and also sad to see these glasses go. After that quick exam, I was given drops.
He said my pressure looked great, which is reassuring given the history of glaucoma in my family, but then I had to wait for my eyes to dilate. That's the moment I tend to get a lump in my throat. I paused in my mind to reason with my retinas. Okay, guys, you're feeling okay, yes? Maybe? Please?
Sitting in the chair for the moment of truth, I asked, "So be honest, tell me how they look? I've been diabetic for 22 years now. I've been told that you can tell I'm diabetic by looking at them but there's nothing to worry about."
"They look great!" he exclaimed. He paused to look at my chart on the computer. "Actually, they look better than last year. I can see one micro-spot in your right eye, but it's practically nothing. And like I said, it's even better than before."
Sometimes I feel like I will forever be dodging bullets, despite my best efforts. It's always comforting to know I can fight another day. My eyes are 99.9% perfect. After 22 years with type 1, I feel happy just knowing that. I feel lucky. And of course, I always feel like I could do better.
So for now I hope that eye squirrel stays friendly. Or that he's maybe more of a transient eye chipmunk, or a degu.
Coming in second or third to the stories most people will tell you about their family member who didn't take care of their diabetes and lost a foot are the stories of somebody's uncle/aunt/brother-in-law (etc) who went blind.
I never feel like I know what my eyes are doing there. Are they just sitting in my skull, happily doing their jobs? Is there more to it than that? Retinopathy, sounds like the most insidious of all diabetes complications. It just lurks in the backs of your eyeballs until your eye doctor discovers it. Sometimes I have a bad blood sugar day where my eyes refuse to focus properly. Near the end of a bout with what may have been the norovirus earlier this year (still not sure what illness it was exactly) paired with an infection, I became super photosensitive very suddenly. Light literally hurt my eyes when I got out of bed in the morning. I was terrified. What would the eye doctor find in three weeks?
Luckily, the photosensitivity faded with my illness and the completion of my antibiotics. It could have been a symptom or a side effect, not sure which.
Two days ago, I was at my annual eye checkup. I had a new doctor, who was a nice guy in his mid-40s. He checked my vision, and while I need to change my prescription slightly, he encouraged me that I was looking great. Even with my ridiculous nearsightedness that I've had since kindergarten, I can still be corrected to 20/20 vision. There are new glasses in my future. I'm excited and also sad to see these glasses go. After that quick exam, I was given drops.
He said my pressure looked great, which is reassuring given the history of glaucoma in my family, but then I had to wait for my eyes to dilate. That's the moment I tend to get a lump in my throat. I paused in my mind to reason with my retinas. Okay, guys, you're feeling okay, yes? Maybe? Please?
Sitting in the chair for the moment of truth, I asked, "So be honest, tell me how they look? I've been diabetic for 22 years now. I've been told that you can tell I'm diabetic by looking at them but there's nothing to worry about."
"They look great!" he exclaimed. He paused to look at my chart on the computer. "Actually, they look better than last year. I can see one micro-spot in your right eye, but it's practically nothing. And like I said, it's even better than before."
Sometimes I feel like I will forever be dodging bullets, despite my best efforts. It's always comforting to know I can fight another day. My eyes are 99.9% perfect. After 22 years with type 1, I feel happy just knowing that. I feel lucky. And of course, I always feel like I could do better.
So for now I hope that eye squirrel stays friendly. Or that he's maybe more of a transient eye chipmunk, or a degu.
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Processing Times May Vary
Over the past 2 days, I've contacted both Tandem and Dexcom. 2013 is a year of New Diabetes Gearstuff here at Dorkabetic.
Now I just need to wait, wait, wait on processing and companies contacting my suppliers. Then I will wait, wait, wait on shipping. I am not the greatest at being patient about such things. Here is an approximation of what it looks like when I am waiting for something via delivery [USPS, UPS, FedEx, specific responses to emails, etc]:
Here's hoping the waits aren't too long. And don't worry, readers o' mine, I will certainly have plenty to say about my new diabetes "toys" when they arrive. I apologize in advance to anyone without diabetes in my life for all the yammering on I will surely be doing about all my new gadgetry, but hey, listen in. You might even learn something.
Let the mailbox checking begin!
Now I just need to wait, wait, wait on processing and companies contacting my suppliers. Then I will wait, wait, wait on shipping. I am not the greatest at being patient about such things. Here is an approximation of what it looks like when I am waiting for something via delivery [USPS, UPS, FedEx, specific responses to emails, etc]:
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| Found via Google Image Search via some awesome person at iambrony.com |
Here's hoping the waits aren't too long. And don't worry, readers o' mine, I will certainly have plenty to say about my new diabetes "toys" when they arrive. I apologize in advance to anyone without diabetes in my life for all the yammering on I will surely be doing about all my new gadgetry, but hey, listen in. You might even learn something.
Let the mailbox checking begin!
Saturday, January 19, 2013
Self-Portrait Saturday: Cat Hat Edition
"What do you expect?" I said to a friend after bumbling through an answer to one of his questions. "I'm a 30-year-old woman in a Hello Kitty hat!"
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| And I look cute in it too. Bam. |
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Like a...Boss?
Do you ever get that proud yet somewhat reluctant feeling when you make a bunch of necessary doctor's appointments that you've been putting off?
That's what today is like for me.
If I can top today off with printing up a log of numbers for my endocrinologist appointment tomorrow, I think I am officially a boss.
Healthwise, though, I am long overdue for some of these things, and others I probably just need in general. I spent this weekend sick, and it was a bit scary at times, but that is a post I shall make for tomorrow.
That's what today is like for me.
If I can top today off with printing up a log of numbers for my endocrinologist appointment tomorrow, I think I am officially a boss.
Healthwise, though, I am long overdue for some of these things, and others I probably just need in general. I spent this weekend sick, and it was a bit scary at times, but that is a post I shall make for tomorrow.
Monday, December 24, 2012
Happy Holidays from Dorkabetic!
Well, gang, I'm sure there will be an obligatory year-end post to come, but meanwhile, I just wanted to tell you all to make the most of this holiday season, enjoy the company of your loved ones, and look forward to the year to come.
For my fellow geeks/dorks/nerds out there, the world didn't end.
For the rest of you, hey, we made it! And you should watch more Doctor Who.
I am not sure that I'm done shopping. I don't have a single thing wrapped. Work is over early today so we can all attend the office holiday party. My boss got me a gift--fancypants sugar-free chocolates. They look amazing. I've eaten two. That'll probably be it for a while. That's the thing about sugar-free chocolates. They satisfy that craving for sweetness, but it only takes one time to learn your lesson to not eat too many at once. (For those not in the know, eating too much sugar-free candy often leads to unpleasant gastrointestinal stuff. Don't overdo it, kids!) But oh, aren't they nice looking?
Merry Christmas and happy holidays, readers! Remember to bolus for whatever sweet treats Santa brings you!
For my fellow geeks/dorks/nerds out there, the world didn't end.
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I am not sure that I'm done shopping. I don't have a single thing wrapped. Work is over early today so we can all attend the office holiday party. My boss got me a gift--fancypants sugar-free chocolates. They look amazing. I've eaten two. That'll probably be it for a while. That's the thing about sugar-free chocolates. They satisfy that craving for sweetness, but it only takes one time to learn your lesson to not eat too many at once. (For those not in the know, eating too much sugar-free candy often leads to unpleasant gastrointestinal stuff. Don't overdo it, kids!) But oh, aren't they nice looking?
Merry Christmas and happy holidays, readers! Remember to bolus for whatever sweet treats Santa brings you!
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
The Equal Rainbow
While I'm of course a huge fan of equality, that's not the rainbow I'm here to talk about today. Out at a cafe last night, I noticed something strange about the packets of pink sweetener.
They are usually "off brand" or Sweet-n-Low, but this pink packet? It was Equal.
At first I wondered how tired I was. Was my mind really playing tricks on me? Nope, it was there all right. An entire caddy of saccharin sweeteners, dressed in pink, wearing the same name of a sweetener I'd come to associate with aspartame and blue.
Being the naturally curious/journalistically educated person that I am, I took to the internet to see what the heck was going on. It appears that Equal and PureVia are part of the same company. Equal now makes Equal Blue, Pink, and Yellow. That's aspartame, saccharin, and sucralose. PureVia comes in green packets.
So what does that give us? A rainbow of artificial sweetener options! And you know who loves rainbows? Unicorns. Also, Nyan Cat.
Thanks, Equal. Now I have yet another way to confuse my friends when asking them to pass me a fake sugar at a restaurant. Blue ones were previously always "Equal" to me. Now I need to go with the color codes.
They are usually "off brand" or Sweet-n-Low, but this pink packet? It was Equal.
At first I wondered how tired I was. Was my mind really playing tricks on me? Nope, it was there all right. An entire caddy of saccharin sweeteners, dressed in pink, wearing the same name of a sweetener I'd come to associate with aspartame and blue.
Being the naturally curious/journalistically educated person that I am, I took to the internet to see what the heck was going on. It appears that Equal and PureVia are part of the same company. Equal now makes Equal Blue, Pink, and Yellow. That's aspartame, saccharin, and sucralose. PureVia comes in green packets.
So what does that give us? A rainbow of artificial sweetener options! And you know who loves rainbows? Unicorns. Also, Nyan Cat.
Thanks, Equal. Now I have yet another way to confuse my friends when asking them to pass me a fake sugar at a restaurant. Blue ones were previously always "Equal" to me. Now I need to go with the color codes.
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| via Equal.com |
Monday, December 10, 2012
Just a short announcement.
I've been at this blogging thing for quite some time. One of my longest-time followers and someone I consider a good friend, even though we've never met in real life, is George Simmons.
If you have not read his blog Ninjabetic, go check it out. I like to think that I had a hand in helping him rename it from just 'The B.A.D. Blog' years ago, but I'm sure that's probably up to him to acknowledge.
George is a fun-loving, optimistic, musical dude. I am hoping that maybe I can make it to FFL in 2013 and meet him (and a lot of other Diabetes Online Community friends) in person.
Why am I blogging about my favorite D-Ninja? He's having some tough times lately. I think he's a solid dude, and he will make it through. But seriously--he's had to have emergency heart surgery, his sister has just undergone a double mastectomy, and his stepmother has passed away. This has all been in less than the last two weeks or so.
What does it say about this world, this universe, this life, that things can be going bad for one person at one time while another person seems to be celebrating nothing but victories?
If you know George, even if you don't know George, check out his blog and Twitter. We all want the best for our friends and loved ones, and one of our own needs our support right now. Sending tons of hugs and good vibes to California, my Ninja pal.
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If you have not read his blog Ninjabetic, go check it out. I like to think that I had a hand in helping him rename it from just 'The B.A.D. Blog' years ago, but I'm sure that's probably up to him to acknowledge.
George is a fun-loving, optimistic, musical dude. I am hoping that maybe I can make it to FFL in 2013 and meet him (and a lot of other Diabetes Online Community friends) in person.
Why am I blogging about my favorite D-Ninja? He's having some tough times lately. I think he's a solid dude, and he will make it through. But seriously--he's had to have emergency heart surgery, his sister has just undergone a double mastectomy, and his stepmother has passed away. This has all been in less than the last two weeks or so.
What does it say about this world, this universe, this life, that things can be going bad for one person at one time while another person seems to be celebrating nothing but victories?
If you know George, even if you don't know George, check out his blog and Twitter. We all want the best for our friends and loved ones, and one of our own needs our support right now. Sending tons of hugs and good vibes to California, my Ninja pal.
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Wednesday, November 21, 2012
[Almost] Wordless Wednesday: The Big Yellow Test
Now, for only $1 plus sales tax, where applicable, a urine glucose test! Kind of nice, but who picked yellow for the box color? Is that so people know you have to pee on it?
Monday, November 19, 2012
Oh, You Know, Just Being Awesome.
I've talked about writing poetry. I've talked about performing poetry. If you've been waiting to see me actually do a poem, here it is! Thanks to all my Philadelphia poetry family.
And thanks to Warren, who is a great friend and a fantastic poet. His editorial suggestions for poems are usually quite good, and his compliments are among some of the most sincere and well thought-out I've received regarding my writing in the past year.
And now, on with the show! Diabetes Online Community friends, welcome to hearing the sound of my voice! (At least my poetry performance voice.)
And thanks to Warren, who is a great friend and a fantastic poet. His editorial suggestions for poems are usually quite good, and his compliments are among some of the most sincere and well thought-out I've received regarding my writing in the past year.
And now, on with the show! Diabetes Online Community friends, welcome to hearing the sound of my voice! (At least my poetry performance voice.)
Monday, November 12, 2012
New Pump Consideration Post 2012
My Cozmo is finally out of warranty. If you've never realized how long my blog has been around, I definitely blogged about getting it four years ago. Honestly, it's been four-and-a-half. My little Cozmo has been well-loved, but it's time to move on to the next pump.
This is where I am having a little bit of trouble. I want a Tandem T-Slim. I think it looks great, and I love that they still have potential to integrate with Dexcom in the future. (Dexcom G4 = drool. Not yet for me, but maybe early 2013?) A lot of things I read about it and the handful of things I actually know about it just make sense to me. Is it going to be as fabulously intuitive as an iPhone or a good Android phone? I'm not sure, but hey, I've been dealing with regular clunky insulin pumps for so long, I just think you can't really get any worse, right?
On the other hand, a Medtronic would also be a practical option for me. I've had a Medtronic in the past. Two of them, in fact--my first and second insulin pumps were from Medtronic. I know they are durable, but I also know they can be sensitive to static shocks. I know I would have to use proprietary supplies. I know I would be wasting their technology by using my Dexcom instead of their CGM system. Yet, I can't shake the fact that I should be considering Medtronic. They've been in the business a long time.
For practicality's sake, I am limited to a larger-sized reservoir, 300 mL plus, otherwise I'd be refilling my pump every day or every other day. This makes my options very limited. I can have a Tandem, a Minimed or an Accu-Chek combo. I have not had my hands on a Accu-Chek. I am not sure how I feel about the pump itself. I personally think it still looks a bit clunky, although I do like the Bluetooth meter-remote concept and the 315 mL reservoir capacity.
Why am I saying all this? Well, since it's National Diabetes Awareness Month, it seemed like a good time to talk about this and get your feedback.
Do you love your T-Slim, Medtronic or Accu-Chek? Have you blogged about it somewhere? I'd love to see some DOC feedback on these pumps so I can work toward a more educated choice for myself. Post away in the comments, friends! I want to know what you love and what you don't.
This is where I am having a little bit of trouble. I want a Tandem T-Slim. I think it looks great, and I love that they still have potential to integrate with Dexcom in the future. (Dexcom G4 = drool. Not yet for me, but maybe early 2013?) A lot of things I read about it and the handful of things I actually know about it just make sense to me. Is it going to be as fabulously intuitive as an iPhone or a good Android phone? I'm not sure, but hey, I've been dealing with regular clunky insulin pumps for so long, I just think you can't really get any worse, right?
On the other hand, a Medtronic would also be a practical option for me. I've had a Medtronic in the past. Two of them, in fact--my first and second insulin pumps were from Medtronic. I know they are durable, but I also know they can be sensitive to static shocks. I know I would have to use proprietary supplies. I know I would be wasting their technology by using my Dexcom instead of their CGM system. Yet, I can't shake the fact that I should be considering Medtronic. They've been in the business a long time.
For practicality's sake, I am limited to a larger-sized reservoir, 300 mL plus, otherwise I'd be refilling my pump every day or every other day. This makes my options very limited. I can have a Tandem, a Minimed or an Accu-Chek combo. I have not had my hands on a Accu-Chek. I am not sure how I feel about the pump itself. I personally think it still looks a bit clunky, although I do like the Bluetooth meter-remote concept and the 315 mL reservoir capacity.
Why am I saying all this? Well, since it's National Diabetes Awareness Month, it seemed like a good time to talk about this and get your feedback.
Do you love your T-Slim, Medtronic or Accu-Chek? Have you blogged about it somewhere? I'd love to see some DOC feedback on these pumps so I can work toward a more educated choice for myself. Post away in the comments, friends! I want to know what you love and what you don't.
Thursday, November 1, 2012
And so November begins...
It's Movember! It's NaNoWriMo and NaBloPoMo!
It's National Epilepsy Awareness Month!
And most importantly, for most readers of this blog (as well as the author), it's National Diabetes Month.
JDRF declares the first day of November to be T1D - Type 1 Day. Wego Health has also declared this month to be National Health Blog Post Month. Whew! That's a lot of stuff. It's in the spirit of Wego Health's post suggestions that I start this month. I am going to aim to follow them for all 30 days, but we'll see what happens, eh?
Wego says one of the Day 1 topics is "why I write about my health", and what better day to say something than Type 1 Day?
I write about my health because it helps me immensely to be a part of a community that really "gets it". Having diabetes isn't easy. Keeping it in control isn't easy. If you are the type of person who doesn't need to talk about what's going on in their life in order to feel happy, you probably would never feel the need to blog about anything. I am a writer. I am compelled to write about everything--what I ate for breakfast, who I have a crush on, what my blood glucose is right now. Many people do not understand that latter fact.
The people who understand the most about having Type 1 Diabetes also have it themselves, and while some of these people live near me, many of them don't. Many of us took to the internet in the hopes of finding community, insight, and the occasional bit of advice.
I write about my health because sharing my story with diabetes is cathartic for me. I love storytelling, both real and fictional. There are days I feel my life revolves around telling stories, and if I can't involve diabetes in these stories I am, in essence, denying a part of myself.
I actually wrote about this a bit here as well.
If you are reading Dorkabetic for the first time, welcome. These are my stories. They are sometimes better when accompanied by a beverage of your choice or a bowl of ice cream. Stick around for more.
It's National Epilepsy Awareness Month!
And most importantly, for most readers of this blog (as well as the author), it's National Diabetes Month.
JDRF declares the first day of November to be T1D - Type 1 Day. Wego Health has also declared this month to be National Health Blog Post Month. Whew! That's a lot of stuff. It's in the spirit of Wego Health's post suggestions that I start this month. I am going to aim to follow them for all 30 days, but we'll see what happens, eh?
Wego says one of the Day 1 topics is "why I write about my health", and what better day to say something than Type 1 Day?
I write about my health because it helps me immensely to be a part of a community that really "gets it". Having diabetes isn't easy. Keeping it in control isn't easy. If you are the type of person who doesn't need to talk about what's going on in their life in order to feel happy, you probably would never feel the need to blog about anything. I am a writer. I am compelled to write about everything--what I ate for breakfast, who I have a crush on, what my blood glucose is right now. Many people do not understand that latter fact.
The people who understand the most about having Type 1 Diabetes also have it themselves, and while some of these people live near me, many of them don't. Many of us took to the internet in the hopes of finding community, insight, and the occasional bit of advice.
I write about my health because sharing my story with diabetes is cathartic for me. I love storytelling, both real and fictional. There are days I feel my life revolves around telling stories, and if I can't involve diabetes in these stories I am, in essence, denying a part of myself.
I actually wrote about this a bit here as well.
If you are reading Dorkabetic for the first time, welcome. These are my stories. They are sometimes better when accompanied by a beverage of your choice or a bowl of ice cream. Stick around for more.
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
The Whys and Hows of Dorkabetic
On Mashable.com a while back, I discovered an infographic that piqued my attention. It is a reference for job-seekers on whether they should or should not share something via social media. If you want to see it, it's pretty neat.
I had to pause for a moment, though. One of the chart questions is "Does it contain details of relationship woes, a doctor's visit or bathroom troubles?" When you answer yes, it leads you to the opinion of sparing other people these details. I don't want to tell everybody about whether I have a problem which may require consuming a lot of Jamie Lee Curtis yogurt to reach a solution, but doctor's visits? I blog about diabetes. I blog about my depression struggles. I blog about my doctors, my endocrinologists, CDEs, medical supply companies, health insurance, issues with needles that poke into my skin, stories about blood--my own blood!--gushing from some part of my body after removing one of many aforementioned needles.
So am I chasing away potential employers reading this blog? I certainly hope not.
In my everyday life, I am the master of saying "I'm fine." I'm perky; I'm happy. I try not to show people who are not my closest acquaintances that I am struggling, because I feel like other people shouldn't be worrying about me. This blog has given me an opportunity to be honest, to share my struggles with the world, and to feel like my writing actually means something to those of you reading out there.
I sometimes post one-word Tweets or cryptic quotations/song lyrics in my Facebook status. Does all of this make me any less employable? I enjoy saying all the fucking curse words sometimes. Does that make me unprofessional?
My personal Facebook page is not public. I make it a point to not friend my co-workers. My Dorkabetic Facebook page is all about my blog and diabetes. My Twitter account is public but I try not to be nasty or overly controversial.
I guess what I'm getting at is this--at the same time, I am my blogger persona, and I am not.
Am I enthusiastic about healthcare communications? Do I love helping others with diabetes? Absolutely!
Am I defined exclusively by being a diabetes blogger? I hope not.
Does my diabetes make me any less employable? It shouldn't.
I don't think one blog, or one Twitter account, or one Facebook page can or should account for the very three-dimensional aspects of someone as a person.
Sometimes I am afraid that using my blog in my resume or as part of my writing portfolio is a bad idea. I have wrestled with the fact that I use my real name. I worry that I could be pigeonholed as a diabetes writer.
But why do I stick with Dorkabetic? Why do I love writing here? Why did I make up all those business cards to hopefully bring people to my site? It helps me stay sane. It helps other people by sharing experiences. It allows me to stretch my writing skills beyond the daily drudgery of emails and memos.
I love being a diabetes blogger. Even though I may not update as regularly as some folks, I am always here. This is my voice in this community. My continued hope is that by always using my voice and my honesty, my next great opportunity will be something really special.
I had to pause for a moment, though. One of the chart questions is "Does it contain details of relationship woes, a doctor's visit or bathroom troubles?" When you answer yes, it leads you to the opinion of sparing other people these details. I don't want to tell everybody about whether I have a problem which may require consuming a lot of Jamie Lee Curtis yogurt to reach a solution, but doctor's visits? I blog about diabetes. I blog about my depression struggles. I blog about my doctors, my endocrinologists, CDEs, medical supply companies, health insurance, issues with needles that poke into my skin, stories about blood--my own blood!--gushing from some part of my body after removing one of many aforementioned needles.
So am I chasing away potential employers reading this blog? I certainly hope not.
In my everyday life, I am the master of saying "I'm fine." I'm perky; I'm happy. I try not to show people who are not my closest acquaintances that I am struggling, because I feel like other people shouldn't be worrying about me. This blog has given me an opportunity to be honest, to share my struggles with the world, and to feel like my writing actually means something to those of you reading out there.
I sometimes post one-word Tweets or cryptic quotations/song lyrics in my Facebook status. Does all of this make me any less employable? I enjoy saying all the fucking curse words sometimes. Does that make me unprofessional?
My personal Facebook page is not public. I make it a point to not friend my co-workers. My Dorkabetic Facebook page is all about my blog and diabetes. My Twitter account is public but I try not to be nasty or overly controversial.
I guess what I'm getting at is this--at the same time, I am my blogger persona, and I am not.
Am I enthusiastic about healthcare communications? Do I love helping others with diabetes? Absolutely!
Am I defined exclusively by being a diabetes blogger? I hope not.
Does my diabetes make me any less employable? It shouldn't.
I don't think one blog, or one Twitter account, or one Facebook page can or should account for the very three-dimensional aspects of someone as a person.
Sometimes I am afraid that using my blog in my resume or as part of my writing portfolio is a bad idea. I have wrestled with the fact that I use my real name. I worry that I could be pigeonholed as a diabetes writer.
But why do I stick with Dorkabetic? Why do I love writing here? Why did I make up all those business cards to hopefully bring people to my site? It helps me stay sane. It helps other people by sharing experiences. It allows me to stretch my writing skills beyond the daily drudgery of emails and memos.
I love being a diabetes blogger. Even though I may not update as regularly as some folks, I am always here. This is my voice in this community. My continued hope is that by always using my voice and my honesty, my next great opportunity will be something really special.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Monday, October 1, 2012
No D-Day 2012: About the Author
What better way to NOT talk about diabetes than to tell you a bunch of random facts you may or may not know about me, Hannah, the person! Twenty things about me. Enjoy.
1.) Yesterday (September 30) was my wedding anniversary. Happy 6 years, Matt!
2.) When I was a baby, lullabies made me cry. My mom would have to sing "Buffalo Gals" or "Camptown Races" instead.
3.) I met Matthew Caws from the band Nada Surf when I was wearing one of their t-shirts. I was in Newark, Delaware at the time, and he crossed the street to say hello to me. It was really nice, though at first I was not sure who I was talking to...though I did think he was pretty cute.
4.) I am very much into anything with owls. This guy hangs out on my bed. His name is Sherman. He is comfortable enough in his owl-pillow masculinity to be pink.
5.) If you think adding an apostrophe-S to a word makes it plural, I am totally judging you. Two owl's sat on a tree branch. Red car's are sporty. NO NO NO. Owls. Cars. Nothing here is belonging to an owl or a car!
6.) I think lima beans are gross. I am also not a fan of peas, but they are tolerable, especially if an ingredient in another dish.
7.) I'm a natural blonde. Although I've been a redhead for a decent amount of time in the past year.
8.) I have a separate personal Twitter account.
9.) When I am feeling particularly blue, pictures of baby animals make me feel better.
10.) I'm still not entirely sure if I want kids.
11.) I write poetry, and I love competing in poetry slams.
12.) I wish I could wear high heels without my feet killing me.
13.) I'm pretty sure there are some things about me which might shock or slightly offend my readership, therefore they are not for discussion here.
14.) With that being said, if I'd ever get involved in a burlesque act (which I haven't), I have a couple of songs picked out.
15.) I'd like to have a steampunk outfit.
16.) I love dance parties, but most especially if they are 80s themed.
17.) In the past few years, I have fallen in love with Doctor Who. (At least reboot-onward Who. I haven't watched any of the more classic episodes. Also, Chris Eccleston doesn't get enough credit for being a decent Doctor, btw.)
18.) I am proud to have never seen an entire episode of Jersey Shore. Clips airing on The Soup totally don't count.
19.) I don't know who I will be for Halloween this year, though I do have a good party to attend on the 27th.
20.) Fall is my favorite season, and I'm glad it's here. My only complaint about it is that it's dark when I have to get up early.
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1.) Yesterday (September 30) was my wedding anniversary. Happy 6 years, Matt!
2.) When I was a baby, lullabies made me cry. My mom would have to sing "Buffalo Gals" or "Camptown Races" instead.
3.) I met Matthew Caws from the band Nada Surf when I was wearing one of their t-shirts. I was in Newark, Delaware at the time, and he crossed the street to say hello to me. It was really nice, though at first I was not sure who I was talking to...though I did think he was pretty cute.
4.) I am very much into anything with owls. This guy hangs out on my bed. His name is Sherman. He is comfortable enough in his owl-pillow masculinity to be pink.
5.) If you think adding an apostrophe-S to a word makes it plural, I am totally judging you. Two owl's sat on a tree branch. Red car's are sporty. NO NO NO. Owls. Cars. Nothing here is belonging to an owl or a car!
6.) I think lima beans are gross. I am also not a fan of peas, but they are tolerable, especially if an ingredient in another dish.
7.) I'm a natural blonde. Although I've been a redhead for a decent amount of time in the past year.
8.) I have a separate personal Twitter account.
9.) When I am feeling particularly blue, pictures of baby animals make me feel better.
10.) I'm still not entirely sure if I want kids.
11.) I write poetry, and I love competing in poetry slams.
12.) I wish I could wear high heels without my feet killing me.
13.) I'm pretty sure there are some things about me which might shock or slightly offend my readership, therefore they are not for discussion here.
14.) With that being said, if I'd ever get involved in a burlesque act (which I haven't), I have a couple of songs picked out.
15.) I'd like to have a steampunk outfit.
16.) I love dance parties, but most especially if they are 80s themed.
17.) In the past few years, I have fallen in love with Doctor Who. (At least reboot-onward Who. I haven't watched any of the more classic episodes. Also, Chris Eccleston doesn't get enough credit for being a decent Doctor, btw.)
18.) I am proud to have never seen an entire episode of Jersey Shore. Clips airing on The Soup totally don't count.
19.) I don't know who I will be for Halloween this year, though I do have a good party to attend on the 27th.
20.) Fall is my favorite season, and I'm glad it's here. My only complaint about it is that it's dark when I have to get up early.
Friday, September 7, 2012
The Accu-Chek Nano Earworm
I went to dinner with my friend Mike recently. I pulled out my meter to check my blood sugar at the restaurant table.
"Oh, I was meaning to ask you," he exclaimed, "if you've seen the ads for the Accu-Chek Nano!" I had not. I was puzzled. I was also kind of amazed that I hadn't seen an ad for it. Diabetes ads always catch my eye. "I can't believe you haven't seen it!" he continued. "There's a theme song and everything."
"A what now? Seriously?"
And there, in the restaurant, over a massive basket of delicious fried onions, Mike very quietly broke into half-hearted song. "It's like, uh...Accu-Chek Nano, the one that I choose...da da da da and easy to use...now with 9% more accuracy."
I could not believe that my non-diabetic friend was singing a blood glucose meter theme song to me.
After laughing a bunch at the absurdity of this situation, I made a skeptical face. "9% more accuracy? That's not really a lot. Is that all they have to tout about it? I mean, I know you're not exactly hip to what constitutes a good glucometer, but that doesn't seem too impressive." I paused. I cackled. "I cannot believe I am going on about a blood glucose meter to you because you heard about it first. Maybe I'm falling behind. I should blog more! Am I losing my touch?"
We laughed and went back to our regularly scheduled silly, geeky dinner conversation. But then...
I went back to his house to hang out so he could show me the video. I present to you the song which will stick in your head all afternoon:
First of all, I discovered the meter actually has 23% more accuracy, something like that. WAY more impressive than 9. Actually, the Nano website states that their strips have "advanced accuracy...as tested against a 23% tighter specification." Whatever that means exactly, there is a footnote on their site which hopefully explains it better. Consumers are most likely hearing IT'S 23% MORE ACCURATE THAN THOSE OTHER GUYS OMG WANT.
Second of all, the damned song got stuck in my head. Has anyone out there ever known a blood glucose meter ad to have a catchy jingle? Ever? (Does not count as an ad jingle: SugaSheen and The Diabetic Rap and the Diabeetus Remix.)
Thirdly, I felt like I had heard this ditty somewhere else. It struck me that it's stylistically similar to the theme song to My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. Because yes, I am that kind of geek. Get over it. The parody lyrics pop into my head on occasion: My Little Nano...I used to wonder 'what was my BG?' My Little Nano...with super-duper accuracy!
As many of you may already know, Accu-Chek products are made by Roche Diagnostics, who annually gets a ton of d-bloggers together for their Diabetes Social Media Summit. For the sake of disclosure, I have never been invited to attend the Summit, and Roche has not contacted me to talk about the Accu-Chek Nano. This all just kind of happened. [author's note: Don't worry, Roche--I ain't mad at ya. While I'd love to go to the Summit sometime, I feel the diabetes community is in good hands with the people who DO attend the Summit each year.]
So now I'm curious this meter. They've got a catchy song highlighting its best features! A song so catchy that people without diabetes think this meter is fantastic! The marketing communications geek in me is freaking out about how effective this ad seems to be, even though I have no evidence that it's made an impression on anyone besides my friend Mike and me.
"I think you need one," he said.
"They do make it seem pretty fancy," I said.
If anybody out there in DOC-land is using one, I'd love to know your impressions.
"Oh, I was meaning to ask you," he exclaimed, "if you've seen the ads for the Accu-Chek Nano!" I had not. I was puzzled. I was also kind of amazed that I hadn't seen an ad for it. Diabetes ads always catch my eye. "I can't believe you haven't seen it!" he continued. "There's a theme song and everything."
"A what now? Seriously?"
And there, in the restaurant, over a massive basket of delicious fried onions, Mike very quietly broke into half-hearted song. "It's like, uh...Accu-Chek Nano, the one that I choose...da da da da and easy to use...now with 9% more accuracy."
I could not believe that my non-diabetic friend was singing a blood glucose meter theme song to me.
After laughing a bunch at the absurdity of this situation, I made a skeptical face. "9% more accuracy? That's not really a lot. Is that all they have to tout about it? I mean, I know you're not exactly hip to what constitutes a good glucometer, but that doesn't seem too impressive." I paused. I cackled. "I cannot believe I am going on about a blood glucose meter to you because you heard about it first. Maybe I'm falling behind. I should blog more! Am I losing my touch?"
We laughed and went back to our regularly scheduled silly, geeky dinner conversation. But then...
I went back to his house to hang out so he could show me the video. I present to you the song which will stick in your head all afternoon:
First of all, I discovered the meter actually has 23% more accuracy, something like that. WAY more impressive than 9. Actually, the Nano website states that their strips have "advanced accuracy...as tested against a 23% tighter specification." Whatever that means exactly, there is a footnote on their site which hopefully explains it better. Consumers are most likely hearing IT'S 23% MORE ACCURATE THAN THOSE OTHER GUYS OMG WANT.
Second of all, the damned song got stuck in my head. Has anyone out there ever known a blood glucose meter ad to have a catchy jingle? Ever? (Does not count as an ad jingle: SugaSheen and The Diabetic Rap and the Diabeetus Remix.)
Thirdly, I felt like I had heard this ditty somewhere else. It struck me that it's stylistically similar to the theme song to My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. Because yes, I am that kind of geek. Get over it. The parody lyrics pop into my head on occasion: My Little Nano...I used to wonder 'what was my BG?' My Little Nano...with super-duper accuracy!
As many of you may already know, Accu-Chek products are made by Roche Diagnostics, who annually gets a ton of d-bloggers together for their Diabetes Social Media Summit. For the sake of disclosure, I have never been invited to attend the Summit, and Roche has not contacted me to talk about the Accu-Chek Nano. This all just kind of happened. [author's note: Don't worry, Roche--I ain't mad at ya. While I'd love to go to the Summit sometime, I feel the diabetes community is in good hands with the people who DO attend the Summit each year.]
So now I'm curious this meter. They've got a catchy song highlighting its best features! A song so catchy that people without diabetes think this meter is fantastic! The marketing communications geek in me is freaking out about how effective this ad seems to be, even though I have no evidence that it's made an impression on anyone besides my friend Mike and me.
"I think you need one," he said.
"They do make it seem pretty fancy," I said.
If anybody out there in DOC-land is using one, I'd love to know your impressions.
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