This is where it starts to suck the most.

I blame all my recent spacey-ness and forgetfulness on my high blood sugars.

Now I have something like a month to get my act together at work or face possible dismissal.

I'm ashamed of myself. I'm ashamed that I've let myself do this...to...myself. There is so much out there that I can achieve. This blog is one of those things that I'd like to get off the ground.

Focus. Focus. I can do this. Time to check the glucose. I can do this. Don't freak out.

Don't. Freak. The. Hell. Out.